Standing in front of the mirror I don't recognize the man staring back at me. What I see looking back at me has been made by the treachery that you spilt upon me. With tears streaming down my face I realize I must purge myself of what you left behind. I pick up some scissors and begin to cut my hair instead of strands of hair I see the weight of you falling away,the pressure you pushed on me. I put my hand to my stomach I can feel the sickness. I lean over the sink and put my two fingers down my throat and regurgitate all the bullshit you have ever fed me the lies, and the trickery. The sheer magnitude of what shot forth from my throat showed
I used to be so much more than I am today
Used to be a man with the power of a hurricane,but now I am just lost in the wind.
I used to have an appetite for life,art,and music but now I am devoured by the world that surrounds me.
I used to be so rich with happiness,warmth,and compassion
but I have been torn and bled of all that is good inside of me.
What used to be memories of a fond childhood I find the truth a battered and bruised six year old me at the end of the hallway.
I used to have somuch to be thankful for but now empty spaces are all I find lurking behind every corner.
I used to have so much to look forward to goals,dreams,my
Standing in front of the mirror I don't recognize the man staring back at me. What I see looking back at me has been made by the treachery that you spilt upon me. With tears streaming down my face I realize I must purge myself of what you left behind. I pick up some scissors and begin to cut my hair instead of strands of hair I see the weight of you falling away,the pressure you pushed on me. I put my hand to my stomach I can feel the sickness. I lean over the sink and put my two fingers down my throat and regurgitate all the bullshit you have ever fed me the lies, and the trickery. The sheer magnitude of what shot forth from my throat showed
I used to be so much more than I am today
Used to be a man with the power of a hurricane,but now I am just lost in the wind.
I used to have an appetite for life,art,and music but now I am devoured by the world that surrounds me.
I used to be so rich with happiness,warmth,and compassion
but I have been torn and bled of all that is good inside of me.
What used to be memories of a fond childhood I find the truth a battered and bruised six year old me at the end of the hallway.
I used to have somuch to be thankful for but now empty spaces are all I find lurking behind every corner.
I used to have so much to look forward to goals,dreams,my
Surreal Reality:
The tides that bind a fallen city,
Swirls of vision, animosity...
Lost beneath a silvered glass,
Watch and wait as hours pass.
You find yourself, now surreal,
Surrounded by clocks with a ticking squeal.
You walk to the kitchen, a hand you find,
A platter in which to place your mind.
The microwave dings, the toaster rings,
From the oven you pull, intestinal strings.
You stab with the knife, it ends in your head,
Place your mind into a toasted bread...
You walk to the car, you breathe in deep,
You look into your pocket; the bottle you keep.
You take a long swig, it's a magical drive,
Your soul falls asleep while
This is our time to fix what is wrong
This is our time to knock down their walls
Time to hit the streets
Time to make this world the way it was meant to be
Time to achieve your destiny
Fight for what you believe in
We will always be by your side
You are never alone
We are The Revolution
We will never surrender
We will keep coming
We will win this war
Asylum:
I scrape my hands upon the ground,
Staring at my cell.
I wonder why I'm trapped inside,
This vivid living hell.
I've heard the voices calling out,
Maybe they're in my head...
I wonder where my cell-mates are,
Maybe they are dead...
Time has no meaning in this place,
Nor does the word of day and night,
The food is simply human flesh,
It will give you quite a fright...
Upon a chair they strap me down,
They open my eyes and make me shiver,
They pull out a scalpel and many knives,
The sight alone, it makes me quiver.
They inject me with a strange chemical,
The world does fade to black.
I wake up in my cell again,
An
Current Residence: My World deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small Favourite genre of music: All sorts Favourite photographer: Derek Blanks, Alexander Mcqueen MP3 player of choice: Ipod Shell of choice: Que? Wallpaper of choice: None Skin of choice: Mine Lol Favourite cartoon character: Naruto
I am sure I will add on to this in the near future but I thought I would put a little something in my journal. Life is crazy and complicated but I live it to the fullest I am free spirited and a wild child. I love to have fun doing what I do. I love to dance I am a dancer music moves me I can hear a piece of music and instantly think up a dance for it. I am a funny guy making people laugh is something I enjoy laughing is healthy. I just want to be free and live. Everyday is a journey I love it I have always wanted to be an adventurer. Lol.